Self Awareness

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Marijuana Addiction vs. The World of Precision

This dream pertains to my life getting out of control through the use of drugs and alcohol. Dream: I am in this very high precision type of hi-tech world – no errors are made. I am riding on something like a “Sedgwick” but instead of rolling it flies. I am constructing some complex structure – cables fire from guns...

Relationship – Born Again Pagan – Connecting with Humanity Again

Relationship - I am at the farm of my mother’s first cousin. Her and her husband always had reunions there, and I always felt welcome and comfortable there – which was unusual for me– normally I felt like I did not fit in. There was a pond in the dream with a shallow end...

PTSD Dissociation – Feeling Disconnected Trying Again on Another Planet

PTSD Dissociation - Connecting Again on Another Planet PTSD Dissociation dream is about the feeling of not being truly connected to the people around me. The feeling of not really fitting-in with other people. I became somewhat adapt of faking it, but in reality there was no true connection for the most part. This dream is about [...]

Emotional Impasse – Subconscious – Impasse Caused by Anger and Fear – Defense Mechanisms

Crusader Army Finds a Fortress Emotional Impasse – dream reflects a recurrent theme in many of my dreams caused by having difficulty of letting go of anger stemming from and extremely bad work environment with a narcissistic employer. – 5/30/13 Crusaders in Precarious Environment I am leading a rather large crusading army – we have long spears or pikes. Mostly cavalry and we are in a desert type environment as the sun is setting. The army is moving out in the open and I have a feeling of impending doom– I sense that there is a large enemy force in the area that is closing in on us. […]

Alcoholic Thinking About Drinking? Who Will Know?

I am with my first wife (seven years after divorce) and we are floating in an inner tube type life raft – and we are floating up a river against the current which goes up a mountain. Everything is bright and peaceful – beautiful day, sun is shining, perfect temperature. My wife is smiling just like the picture from our wedding day. Then the skies darken...