3/14/2012 – I Married Nurse Jackie? Paralyzing Fear – Then Regaining Control of Situation Phase I of the Dream - Snake in the Basement - Fear Takes Hold I was in bed in the basement of the house I grew up in – I was afraid to move, almost paralyzed by fear – there [...]
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Suddenly, we could see this beautiful white dragon flying in the distance. It was covered with soft white feathers and looked very powerful, strong, proud and noble. It was a brilliant white and shone in the rays of the sun. This White Dragon represents becoming the spirit of my true nature that has been hiding in a cavern (collective unconscious) for most of my life.
Spirit Reunites with the Mind and Body - "The Spark of Life" Spirit Dream Theme Spirit dream is about the 'energy' that can be derived if one manages to reconnect their " spirit " to their 'mind and body', and the obstacles encountered when one tries to discover a new path mid-stream in life. It [...]
Dream where I dig up an ancient religious city in the garden of the house I grew up in. I have had many impasses in my spiritual life, ones that have put me on the agnostic/atheistic border. I feel that in this dream the collective unconscious is suggesting I might look for some spiritual growth.
Dream is about the PTSD rage and mayhem I fantasize about to punish the guilty who have offended me. It show through at times and I do not want my children to see it. I don't want to pass it on to them as my father passed it on to me through his PTSD Rage attacks.
This one starts out where I am in the Union Cavalry being chased with several other men by Confederate cavalry. They were chasing us down a stream that ran through trees along the bank of the stream. Further down the stream we turned into just regular cowboys and somehow we talked with the Confederates and convinced them we are really cowboys and not soldiers. They wanted some cattle for food and we made some kind of deal.After that we rode up this hill and came to this old granite church. It was an enormous beautiful church several stories high and had twin towers that were massive. The Reverend's wife came to the door, it was a carved crystal door and I think one of our group was wounded and she saw to that and she took us in. Then she made us something to eat and she took care of us. Then I recall leaving the church and went
Siege of Defense Mechanisms 8/10/11 I am in this ancient city that is under siege by enemy – I am back in some dwellings with a bunch of townspeople who are worried about what will happen to them when the town falls – It seems to be apparent that the town will fall – the enemy is too strong – I go to the city walls where the fighting is taking place – it is night time; fires and the moonlight are creating an ire effect. […]