Catharsis or Breakthrough in Self-awareness

///Catharsis or Breakthrough in Self-awareness

Defense Mechanisms – Change in Behavior -Abandoning the Walls

Siege of Defense Mechanisms 8/10/11 I am in this ancient city that is under siege by enemy – I am back in some dwellings with a bunch of townspeople who are worried about what will happen to them when the town falls – It seems to be apparent that the town will fall – the enemy is too strong – I go to the city walls where the fighting is taking place – it is night time; fires and the moonlight are creating an ire effect. […]

Dream: Snake – Fear and Anxiety and Overcoming Fear and Anxiety

Dreams: Large Black Snake and Little Man with Gun that Shoots Electric SparksSept.16th , 2013There is a large fearsome black snake who chases or is after this little man – at first the only safe place is under this cliff by a river where the snake can’t see the little man even when the snake is below – because the cave or hole in cliff bends around so whatever tucks in there is out of view. But even when in the cave, there is no real sense of safety – fear that snake will sense that he (the little man) is hiding there. Then there is a large cage...

World Annihilation vs. Self Acceptance: Fear – Rage – Suicide – Rebirth – Transformation

I let 5 days go by before I entered into computer and attempted to interpret – this is definitely something I don’t want to think about or drag out into the open...Aliens attack and start wiping out the population indiscriminately. They are killing people all around me– lot of fear - everyone is in full flight mode – there is no way to resist them – they were going at us with the same voracity which most humans kill cockroaches or ants when they infest or overrun the kitchen. I keep running

Relationship – Born Again Pagan – Connecting with Humanity Again

Relationship - I am at the farm of my mother’s first cousin. Her and her husband always had reunions there, and I always felt welcome and comfortable there – which was unusual for me– normally I felt like I did not fit in. There was a pond in the dream with a shallow end...

PTSD Dissociation – Feeling Disconnected Trying Again on Another Planet

PTSD Dissociation - Connecting Again on Another Planet PTSD Dissociation dream is about the feeling of not being truly connected to the people around me. The feeling of not really fitting-in with other people. I became somewhat adapt of faking it, but in reality there was no true connection for the most part. This dream is about [...]

Alcoholic Thinking About Drinking? Who Will Know?

I am with my first wife (seven years after divorce) and we are floating in an inner tube type life raft – and we are floating up a river against the current which goes up a mountain. Everything is bright and peaceful – beautiful day, sun is shining, perfect temperature. My wife is smiling just like the picture from our wedding day. Then the skies darken...