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PTSD Rage, Fear, Recovery, WWII Combat Veteran Father

Dream depicts the effect of a father suffering PTSD rage caused by being a WWII combat veteran exposed to too many horrors and brutal events - not only heavy combat where thousands were killed, but the concentration camps liberated and the killing of women and children caused by the shelling of towns.

PTSD Rage – Repetitive Rage Fantasies but Progress in Recovery

Dream is about the PTSD rage and mayhem I fantasize about to punish the guilty who have offended me. It show through at times and I do not want my children to see it. I don't want to pass it on to them as my father passed it on to me through his PTSD Rage attacks.

Depression – Disconnected Relationships – PTSD Related Depression

Depression - Dream Introduction Depression dream is from several years ago, (8/15/2011) when my depression was severe. Between problems with my career and the breakup of my second marriage, the stress was too much to bear. I tried to go on - but my spirit was at a record low - considered 'major depression' by [...]

Rage of the Beast – Raging Beast vs. Spititual Life – Struggle for the Soul

This one starts out where I am in the Union Cavalry being chased with several other men by Confederate cavalry. They were chasing us down a stream that ran through trees along the bank of the stream. Further down the stream we turned into just regular cowboys and somehow we talked with the Confederates and convinced them we are really cowboys and not soldiers. They wanted some cattle for food and we made some kind of deal.After that we rode up this hill and came to this old granite church. It was an enormous beautiful church several stories high and had twin towers that were massive. The Reverend's wife came to the door, it was a carved crystal door and I think one of our group was wounded and she saw to that and she took us in. Then she made us something to eat and she took care of us. Then I recall leaving the church and went

Abandonment – Left to Die – Repetitive Rage Spinning in my Mind

I get stuck on a helicopter during an attack, hanging from a chain ladder a few feet off the ground - A Viet Cong soldier in black pajamas is charging at me – and the chopper does not move - I am left hanging there - I have been abandoned. closer - I am in a rage because the guys in the chopper don't care about my welfare.

Employment – Sociopathic Boss – Greed – Jealousy – Sabotage

I had tomato plants growing that had been real large – boss’s partner (V.P.) was there watching, but powerless – and some sort of insect had destroyed the crop. The vines were about an inch thick – all the leaves had shriveled up – and a hole was opened at the top of each vine where the insects had been crawling in and out – there was one main insect – a large beetle/spider that I knew had caused the damage – black with blue tinge on shell and black legs – I felt discouraged because the plants had been so healthy and I had anticipated a large yield but after all the work and time spent growing them I had nothing.Interpretation:

Addiction – Fear of Letting Go of its Comfort vs. Self Acceptance

This dream is about the fear of letting go of an addiction and giving up a certain level of comfort versus facing the reality of who you really are and accepting it. Essentially, you are trading a false life for a real life. However, there is a tremendous amount of fear when letting go of the security provided by the addiction and a fear of having to face the reality of who you are and the hard work to actually put a real life together. A fear of failure and there can also be a fear of success.

Defense Mechanisms – Change in Behavior -Abandoning the Walls

Siege of Defense Mechanisms 8/10/11 I am in this ancient city that is under siege by enemy – I am back in some dwellings with a bunch of townspeople who are worried about what will happen to them when the town falls – It seems to be apparent that the town will fall – the enemy is too strong – I go to the city walls where the fighting is taking place – it is night time; fires and the moonlight are creating an ire effect. […]

Shadow – Diabolic Fights with Personal Spirit in Subconscious

The company in the dream was developing some sort of aircraft which looked like it was designed before the Wright brothers with a wooden frame and canvas body, but it is supposed to be top-secret and very high tech and modern. Then I was aware we were going to be attacked

Dream: Snake – Fear and Anxiety and Overcoming Fear and Anxiety

Dreams: Large Black Snake and Little Man with Gun that Shoots Electric SparksSept.16th , 2013There is a large fearsome black snake who chases or is after this little man – at first the only safe place is under this cliff by a river where the snake can’t see the little man even when the snake is below – because the cave or hole in cliff bends around so whatever tucks in there is out of view. But even when in the cave, there is no real sense of safety – fear that snake will sense that he (the little man) is hiding there. Then there is a large cage...