Dream is about the rage the permeated our house. In the dream, water pressure is the metaphor that is used for rage - the plumbing (rage) is ready to blow at any time. My father's combat related PTSD combined with alcoholism was not an ideal mixture.
Depression - Dream Introduction Depression dream is from several years ago, (8/15/2011) when my depression was severe. Between problems with my career and the breakup of my second marriage, the stress was too much to bear. I tried to go on - but my spirit was at a record low - considered 'major depression' by [...]
I get stuck on a helicopter during an attack, hanging from a chain ladder a few feet off the ground - A Viet Cong soldier in black pajamas is charging at me – and the chopper does not move - I am left hanging there - I have been abandoned. closer - I am in a rage because the guys in the chopper don't care about my welfare.
Alcoholism - "Drunk in Church" This dream is about being in a state of severe depression where a history of alcoholism, addiction and severe depression in my own behavior and that of my family of origin had an impact on my ability to function.
I let 5 days go by before I entered into computer and attempted to interpret – this is definitely something I don’t want to think about or drag out into the open...Aliens attack and start wiping out the population indiscriminately. They are killing people all around me– lot of fear - everyone is in full flight mode – there is no way to resist them – they were going at us with the same voracity which most humans kill cockroaches or ants when they infest or overrun the kitchen. I keep running