Paranoia

Zombie Attack – Narcissists Suck Out Your Life’s Energy

Suddenly, I am trapped with a lot of other people – the zombies started coming from all directions - I had not anticipated that they would suddenly be all over the place. I assumed they were behind me – suddenly they were in front of us and on the floors above and below us. There were no openings - other hallways or stairways to escape to – I was out of options – everyone was trapped.

Collective Unconscious – White Dragon – Becoming The Spirit

Suddenly, we could see this beautiful white dragon flying in the distance. It was covered with soft white feathers and looked very powerful, strong, proud and noble. It was a brilliant white and shone in the rays of the sun. This White Dragon represents becoming the spirit of my true nature that has been hiding in a cavern (collective unconscious) for most of my life.

Tyrannical Persecutory Predator is in My Head

There is someone in my head but it’s not me – or is it? 1448 I am at a wedding at a ranch for a salesman who worked for me. The wedding ends and a bunch of other salesmen [...]

Rage – Its In The Infrastructure – Rage on Tap !

Dream is about the rage the permeated our house. In the dream, water pressure is the metaphor that is used for rage - the plumbing (rage) is ready to blow at any time. My father's combat related PTSD combined with alcoholism was not an ideal mixture.

Fear and Being Bullied – Injustice Collectors Planning Revenge

Injustice Collectors/Money Guilt/Greed/ Anger/Rage and other Fun topics– 8-13-13 520 I know, this is very long, I have got to shorten this one, but it covers a lot of S---! (Stuff) Car crash in beginning (think it is same dream) a guy was speeding as he took a curve (like Spanish train wreck [...]

Employment – Sociopathic Boss – Greed – Jealousy – Sabotage

I had tomato plants growing that had been real large – boss’s partner (V.P.) was there watching, but powerless – and some sort of insect had destroyed the crop. The vines were about an inch thick – all the leaves had shriveled up – and a hole was opened at the top of each vine where the insects had been crawling in and out – there was one main insect – a large beetle/spider that I knew had caused the damage – black with blue tinge on shell and black legs – I felt discouraged because the plants had been so healthy and I had anticipated a large yield but after all the work and time spent growing them I had nothing.Interpretation:

World Annihilation vs. Self Acceptance: Fear – Rage – Suicide – Rebirth – Transformation

I let 5 days go by before I entered into computer and attempted to interpret – this is definitely something I don’t want to think about or drag out into the open...Aliens attack and start wiping out the population indiscriminately. They are killing people all around me– lot of fear - everyone is in full flight mode – there is no way to resist them – they were going at us with the same voracity which most humans kill cockroaches or ants when they infest or overrun the kitchen. I keep running

Psychopathic Boss – The (Fixed) Race – Spiritually Corrupt Ex-Employer

I was laying string down on the ground with little orange tags on them. The string was coming from a garage and being laid on a freshly paved road which went up a hill. There was supposed to be some type of event – but I wasn’t sure how it was to be conducted. There were orange traffic cones along the route. Then a team of people show up...

PTSD Dissociation – Feeling Disconnected Trying Again on Another Planet

PTSD Dissociation - Connecting Again on Another Planet PTSD Dissociation dream is about the feeling of not being truly connected to the people around me. The feeling of not really fitting-in with other people. I became somewhat adapt of faking it, but in reality there was no true connection for the most part. This dream is about [...]

Emotional Impasse – Subconscious – Impasse Caused by Anger and Fear – Defense Mechanisms

Crusader Army Finds a Fortress Emotional Impasse – dream reflects a recurrent theme in many of my dreams caused by having difficulty of letting go of anger stemming from and extremely bad work environment with a narcissistic employer. – 5/30/13 Crusaders in Precarious Environment I am leading a rather large crusading army – we have long spears or pikes. Mostly cavalry and we are in a desert type environment as the sun is setting. The army is moving out in the open and I have a feeling of impending doom– I sense that there is a large enemy force in the area that is closing in on us. […]