Grief or Great Loss

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Dementia Dream – Finding Shark Teeth at the Beach

July 25, 2011 Dream: Finding Shark Teeth at the Beach 535 I was at the beach – small waves are washing over us in the surf – suddenly I have a shark tooth in my hand and show the people I am with – then I get another one, and I am rather excited about finding them. Then the skeleton/body of the shark appears, at first I am a little alarmed as it rubbed up against me […]

Employment – Sociopathic Boss – Greed – Jealousy – Sabotage

I had tomato plants growing that had been real large – boss’s partner (V.P.) was there watching, but powerless – and some sort of insect had destroyed the crop. The vines were about an inch thick – all the leaves had shriveled up – and a hole was opened at the top of each vine where the insects had been crawling in and out – there was one main insect – a large beetle/spider that I knew had caused the damage – black with blue tinge on shell and black legs – I felt discouraged because the plants had been so healthy and I had anticipated a large yield but after all the work and time spent growing them I had nothing.Interpretation:

World Annihilation vs. Self Acceptance: Fear – Rage – Suicide – Rebirth – Transformation

I let 5 days go by before I entered into computer and attempted to interpret – this is definitely something I don’t want to think about or drag out into the open...Aliens attack and start wiping out the population indiscriminately. They are killing people all around me– lot of fear - everyone is in full flight mode – there is no way to resist them – they were going at us with the same voracity which most humans kill cockroaches or ants when they infest or overrun the kitchen. I keep running

Dream of Grief – Death of a Marriage – “The Beautiful Fish”

As I try to pick it up – it disintegrates - slipping right through my fingers – it became as the water itself and just ran through, so I ended up destroying it in the process of trying to rescue it. I was very disappointed that I was not able to save it and felt a very deep sense of guilt and grief.

June 19th, 2014|Grief or Great Loss, Powerlessness|2 Comments