Zombie Attack – Narcissists Suck Out Your Life’s Energy

Suddenly, I am trapped with a lot of other people – the zombies started coming from all directions - I had not anticipated that they would suddenly be all over the place. I assumed they were behind me – suddenly they were in front of us and on the floors above and below us. There were no openings - other hallways or stairways to escape to – I was out of options – everyone was trapped.

Family Alcoholism – Healing the Father-Son Relationship Posthumously and the Split Self

Alcoholism is the central theme of this dream. The monorail is akin to the proverbial elephant in the living room. It is hard not to notice one, but in the alcoholic family everyone stays in denial of its existence. Dream, also, hits on Alcoholics Anonymous and Psychotherapy in the dreamer's opinion.

PTSD Rage, Fear, Recovery, WWII Combat Veteran Father

Dream depicts the effect of a father suffering PTSD rage caused by being a WWII combat veteran exposed to too many horrors and brutal events - not only heavy combat where thousands were killed, but the concentration camps liberated and the killing of women and children caused by the shelling of towns.

Employment – Sociopathic Boss – Greed – Jealousy – Sabotage

I had tomato plants growing that had been real large – boss’s partner (V.P.) was there watching, but powerless – and some sort of insect had destroyed the crop. The vines were about an inch thick – all the leaves had shriveled up – and a hole was opened at the top of each vine where the insects had been crawling in and out – there was one main insect – a large beetle/spider that I knew had caused the damage – black with blue tinge on shell and black legs – I felt discouraged because the plants had been so healthy and I had anticipated a large yield but after all the work and time spent growing them I had nothing.Interpretation:

Alcoholism “Drunk In Church” – Severe Depression and Family Alcoholism, Addiction and Denial

Alcoholism - "Drunk in Church" This dream is about being in a state of severe depression where a history of alcoholism, addiction and severe depression in my own behavior and that of my family of origin had an impact on my ability to function.

Psychopathic Boss – The (Fixed) Race – Spiritually Corrupt Ex-Employer

I was laying string down on the ground with little orange tags on them. The string was coming from a garage and being laid on a freshly paved road which went up a hill. There was supposed to be some type of event – but I wasn’t sure how it was to be conducted. There were orange traffic cones along the route. Then a team of people show up...

Marijuana Addiction vs. The World of Precision

This dream pertains to my life getting out of control through the use of drugs and alcohol. Dream: I am in this very high precision type of hi-tech world – no errors are made. I am riding on something like a “Sedgwick” but instead of rolling it flies. I am constructing some complex structure – cables fire from guns...

Dream of Grief – Death of a Marriage – “The Beautiful Fish”

As I try to pick it up – it disintegrates - slipping right through my fingers – it became as the water itself and just ran through, so I ended up destroying it in the process of trying to rescue it. I was very disappointed that I was not able to save it and felt a very deep sense of guilt and grief.

June 19th, 2014|Grief or Great Loss, Powerlessness|2 Comments

PTSD Dissociation – Feeling Disconnected Trying Again on Another Planet

PTSD Dissociation - Connecting Again on Another Planet PTSD Dissociation dream is about the feeling of not being truly connected to the people around me. The feeling of not really fitting-in with other people. I became somewhat adapt of faking it, but in reality there was no true connection for the most part. This dream is about [...]

Alcoholic Thinking About Drinking? Who Will Know?

I am with my first wife (seven years after divorce) and we are floating in an inner tube type life raft – and we are floating up a river against the current which goes up a mountain. Everything is bright and peaceful – beautiful day, sun is shining, perfect temperature. My wife is smiling just like the picture from our wedding day. Then the skies darken...