3/14/2012 – I Married Nurse Jackie? Paralyzing Fear – Then Regaining Control of Situation Phase I of the Dream - Snake in the Basement - Fear Takes Hold I was in bed in the basement of the house I grew up in – I was afraid to move, almost paralyzed by fear – there [...]
Suddenly, I am trapped with a lot of other people – the zombies started coming from all directions - I had not anticipated that they would suddenly be all over the place. I assumed they were behind me – suddenly they were in front of us and on the floors above and below us. There were no openings - other hallways or stairways to escape to – I was out of options – everyone was trapped.
There is someone in my head but it’s not me – or is it? 1448 I am at a wedding at a ranch for a salesman who worked for me. The wedding ends and a bunch of other salesmen [...]
Dream is about the rage the permeated our house. In the dream, water pressure is the metaphor that is used for rage - the plumbing (rage) is ready to blow at any time. My father's combat related PTSD combined with alcoholism was not an ideal mixture.
Injustice Collectors/Money Guilt/Greed/ Anger/Rage and other Fun topics– 8-13-13 520 I know, this is very long, I have got to shorten this one, but it covers a lot of S---! (Stuff) Car crash in beginning (think it is same dream) a guy was speeding as he took a curve (like Spanish train wreck [...]
Dream depicts the effect of a father suffering PTSD rage caused by being a WWII combat veteran exposed to too many horrors and brutal events - not only heavy combat where thousands were killed, but the concentration camps liberated and the killing of women and children caused by the shelling of towns.
Dream is about the PTSD rage and mayhem I fantasize about to punish the guilty who have offended me. It show through at times and I do not want my children to see it. I don't want to pass it on to them as my father passed it on to me through his PTSD Rage attacks.
I get stuck on a helicopter during an attack, hanging from a chain ladder a few feet off the ground - A Viet Cong soldier in black pajamas is charging at me – and the chopper does not move - I am left hanging there - I have been abandoned. closer - I am in a rage because the guys in the chopper don't care about my welfare.