Addiction and Addictive Behavior / Recovery from Addictions

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Fear – Paralyzed by Fear, Overcoming Fear and Regaining Control

3/14/2012 – I Married Nurse Jackie? Paralyzing Fear – Then Regaining Control of Situation Phase I of the Dream - Snake in the Basement - Fear Takes Hold   I was in bed in the basement of the house I grew up in – I was afraid to move, almost paralyzed by fear – there [...]

Zombie Attack – Narcissists Suck Out Your Life’s Energy

Suddenly, I am trapped with a lot of other people – the zombies started coming from all directions - I had not anticipated that they would suddenly be all over the place. I assumed they were behind me – suddenly they were in front of us and on the floors above and below us. There were no openings - other hallways or stairways to escape to – I was out of options – everyone was trapped.

Tyrannical Persecutory Predator is in My Head

There is someone in my head but it’s not me – or is it? 1448 I am at a wedding at a ranch for a salesman who worked for me. The wedding ends and a bunch of other salesmen [...]

Rage – Its In The Infrastructure – Rage on Tap !

Dream is about the rage the permeated our house. In the dream, water pressure is the metaphor that is used for rage - the plumbing (rage) is ready to blow at any time. My father's combat related PTSD combined with alcoholism was not an ideal mixture.

Fear and Being Bullied – Injustice Collectors Planning Revenge

Injustice Collectors/Money Guilt/Greed/ Anger/Rage and other Fun topics– 8-13-13 520 I know, this is very long, I have got to shorten this one, but it covers a lot of S---! (Stuff) Car crash in beginning (think it is same dream) a guy was speeding as he took a curve (like Spanish train wreck [...]

Family Alcoholism – Healing the Father-Son Relationship Posthumously and the Split Self

Alcoholism is the central theme of this dream. The monorail is akin to the proverbial elephant in the living room. It is hard not to notice one, but in the alcoholic family everyone stays in denial of its existence. Dream, also, hits on Alcoholics Anonymous and Psychotherapy in the dreamer's opinion.

PTSD Rage, Fear, Recovery, WWII Combat Veteran Father

Dream depicts the effect of a father suffering PTSD rage caused by being a WWII combat veteran exposed to too many horrors and brutal events - not only heavy combat where thousands were killed, but the concentration camps liberated and the killing of women and children caused by the shelling of towns.

PTSD Rage – Repetitive Rage Fantasies but Progress in Recovery

Dream is about the PTSD rage and mayhem I fantasize about to punish the guilty who have offended me. It show through at times and I do not want my children to see it. I don't want to pass it on to them as my father passed it on to me through his PTSD Rage attacks.

Abandonment – Left to Die – Repetitive Rage Spinning in my Mind

I get stuck on a helicopter during an attack, hanging from a chain ladder a few feet off the ground - A Viet Cong soldier in black pajamas is charging at me – and the chopper does not move - I am left hanging there - I have been abandoned. closer - I am in a rage because the guys in the chopper don't care about my welfare.

Employment – Sociopathic Boss – Greed – Jealousy – Sabotage

I had tomato plants growing that had been real large – boss’s partner (V.P.) was there watching, but powerless – and some sort of insect had destroyed the crop. The vines were about an inch thick – all the leaves had shriveled up – and a hole was opened at the top of each vine where the insects had been crawling in and out – there was one main insect – a large beetle/spider that I knew had caused the damage – black with blue tinge on shell and black legs – I felt discouraged because the plants had been so healthy and I had anticipated a large yield but after all the work and time spent growing them I had nothing.Interpretation: